THE GOLDEN BIRD???

Look at this country,
My home, oh, so pretty.
Look at all these people witty,
Killing it slowly, for their own good.
Look at all our leaders,
Racking money as they go.
Look at all these scams,
Making the rich, richer and the poor, poorer so.

CWG, Adarsh, 2G, 3G, Land, Rape, Murder and Theft.
Is this what we want our country to be known for?
The Golden Bird, it lives no more,
Not coz of the hunters outside,
But poachers of our own home.

Killers, murderers, thieves and rapists.
Did we not elect them to lead?
The biggest mistake of our lives,
Was to give them our house keys.

All these buggers, dough is whose lure,
We should kick them out and close the door.
It’s because of them, I doubt myself,
“I AM PROUD TO BE AN INDIAN”
Can I say that proudly anymore??

LIFE

Life is a complete mess.
Living one day at a time. 
Youth at its prime,
Yet I Donno Wat to do
And I Donno where to go??

The future seems bleak.
"what are you gonna do!?!"
They ask, they said.
I have no idea,
Could u pls stop messin wit my head?
" a list do prepare of things that must be done!"
Of things that must be done, preparing a list I begun.
" how you gonna achieve this shit?
The music in your fingers?
The magic in your hands?
The arms in your arms?
How u gonna fly so high??"
Me?
I have no clue.
Jus kno I gotta get these done before I'm through.

Life is utter confusion.
Living in the moment as it passes by.
" Wat do u think is your future going to be? "
I have absolutly no idea, sue me!!

And then alone I sit and think,
Wat is my future?
It's not easy, the things, writ on that list.
Yes, the future is covered in mist.
One always faces the wrath of the Fist.
The Shackles on his wrist.
Or some other sorta cyst.

But things will work out, they always do.
Life is a mess, it's true.
Yet it's awesome too.
So Wat if I live in the moment, a day at a time?
That is Wat life is to me.
That's how He intended it to be.

And about the future if you worry?
You tend to miss out the best thing about life.
The present and now.
LIFE IS GOOD.

And besides, I'm Indian.
I've plenty of people worring about my future, anyways. 

Rebirth

so i started this blog in 06, i was wat, 16. i was in, 'resided in' jalandher. Was a idiot, in all the senses of the word. was fat.. er. and dumber. and the only music i knew was the tabla i was learning.

and its been 6 yrs since. 6 frikin long yrs and ive changed, so much so that i dont recognize that innocent lil boy i used to be. haha. that kid was stupid. all he wanted to do was eat and not study. he had no dreams, it was funny. faught wit his mum all the time. not realizing who she was and why. he did many a messed up things. fancied himself to be Di Caprio from cach me if u can, or Cloony from Oceans. how he messed up and how he cleaned it up. (things i would write about when the time is right.). and then time came to apply fer colleges and he sat fer quiet a few, and he fucked up every single exam. on purpose, subconsciously now that i think bout it. save one. he wanted to be a bartender, wat a shock his parents got. (tho pops did a pretty good job concealing it, mum? not so much.). his first true ambition, so to speak. and then the best thing that ever happened to him, and me.

you kno wat they say?? days crawl by and years fly in manipal. aint that the most true-est thing ever??

4 years. never in my dreams did i imagine that 4 years would go by so quick. 4 years that without a doubt were the best of my life..

and fer now.. lets jus leave it at that shall we?? ; )

welcome...
i am ABHIJIT KANG residing at
Kang E.N.T. clinic
near D.A.V college
Jalandhar